i'm a bit disappointed , and dun understand?

what is the different between doing project at home..
and pei me doing project while i'm sleeping..
i dun really can sleep bcoz i cant figure out why?

keep thinking and thinking..
i'm very shag..
firstly , i dun have sleep since sat night .. i woke up at 7 pm plus..
went out with friends , bros and bcoz johnny 18th birthday..
wish you happy birthday johnny..!

second , i working at 8am.. till 12noon..
starting quite happy..
around 9 plus.. a lorry FM5504R park very near my bike..
he open the back door.. hit my bike a bit..
tio scratch abit.. this make me totally feel low le..
after that we got into a quarrel end up no out come..
report police oso no use.. mcdonald parking area is rubbish bin/double yellow line..
hais.. juz count me sway ba..

1st thought is to wish someone can be by my side.. concern/care for me.
but hais..

saded.. now i'm tired but i dun have sleep.. now it's more than 24 hours i didn't sleep le..
i'm eating instant noodles now.. after that i guess i go turn in to my bed le ba..
tml i still have school..

saded.. wish to go sea !!!!!!
but i cant ride le.. if i ride i might have danger..